Diary

Thursday, November 2, 2023

6:49AM PST

Time is running out to receive my divine love! A goddess  has to do goddess shit every once in a while. My thoughts and blessings will be with my loved ones!! Ugh, so I laughed so hard at the previous entry. I’m so real and authentic. I’m really not upset with anyone, lol. I really think when you’re as pretty and intelligent as me, it is a barrier sometimes when dating and getting to know people in general. Lmao, I’m a super down to earth person but I have to own this statement. It seems like alot of y’all just think I am this super extroverted, popular person, which is true, but I am only extroverted at certain times. I’m a quiet, simple, low key person that loves myself and loves being alone lol. It’s important to me that the person I date has a chance to get to know me outside of my dating profile. Also, the dating apps only let you write so much information, and only show your profile to so many people. I figured this would really help me to reach y’all in a more truthful, organic way.  Other than that, I hope to meet some passionate people. Also, I already know how to code. I’ve been coding since I was a kid, so I don’t really need anyone to teach me how to code, it was sort of a joke. :) also, sure, I (almost) know a (potentially) hot guy, guilty!!!! What a (very) lucky man!!!! :D

Tuesday, October 31, 2023

Hinge & Ok Cupid are going pretty well. I’ve never seen so many lonely men in my life :)

The past couple of times that I’ve matched up with some tech bros, friends have reached out to me and been like “I bet those guys are boring as fuck”. Honestly, I’m not that impressed so far. Like, who isn’t in the tech industry? But, still I don’t judge, especially since I’m about to go to a tech boot camp to empower my business. The thought of someone teaching me coding and engineering is a turn on.

I still stan entrepreneurs, though. But the profession doesn’t dictate whether or not, these men actually like themselves. Alot of them work so much, they really don’t seem to have a personality after busting ass for some company for 10-12 hours a day. So sad, I see the appeal of a beautiful woman like myself, but please get your shit together & come correct.

Middle Eastern men are fine af. I’ve been following Fuad Talks on Youtube & I love his content talking about dating a Middle Eastern man from his experience. I’m low key wondering if he’s single or has any single friends. :) hahahaha. Needless to say, my eyes are open! I was so ecstatic to find out, that of course I have North African and Middle Eastern ancestry, so of course, it makes sense, I think these men are fine af.

So far, I’ve noticed, in my personal experience :), they tend to want to go out immediately. But I think, some just get intimated by the modeling, acting, superstar, serial entrepreneur thing. I wonder when there will be a man confident enough in himself to fuck with me at a real level.

It seems alot of guys lack so much confidence, they will ask you on a date, however, they are just looking for an affirmation of you to say yes to boost their sorry little egos. Anyone can make a plan or a promise, but executing that is a different story. Come correct or don’t come at all.

I know that some of these men may be undergoing therapy, changes and transitions in their life, etc. & I do emphasize with that, however, my time is valuable, and so is my energy. I’m not an option, nor am I an ego boost. I have over 2k likes on just Hinge & Tinder, no flex.

Contrary to popular belief, I actually have the upper hand. I’m tired of y’all saying there are no single men. Yes, there are, and there are plenty that are fine, and believe it or not, some actually do have a personality, energy, and careers. I refuse to let a couple that need to get a clue to ruin my dating experience. Come correct.